i've been crying a lot lately,i just can't stand high tone of voices,i become more sensitive than ever,urghh,, thats not who i am, i keep asking myself.why?but,i have no answer. i've been dreaming weird stuff lately, and i keep sweating like hell when i wake up,urh..maybe the pressure to keep myself in stable position in this campus turn me into this. i think i'm not a creative person, i just someone who enter this university because i don't know where to go. i don't know what my future. i don't have any plan. my life is plan-less. i have one wish now,i need all the strength i can have, just walk through life and end my journey somewhere if god want me to end it there.