aaaaaaaaaaaa!chuuu

by anis diyana ahmad on Wednesday, October 27, 2010

this week sangat2 loowww, ntah knapa,pnyakit dtg bertalu2,..pergh..mcm peluru pun ada..

first rsa x slesa,mcm ada something x kena,,
then smlm,rsa mcm nak demam,pagi td memang trok abis,,penin,chestpain,nak demam,sakit perut. nak terbe__ pn susah,.sumpah sakit gila..aaaa!
then msa klas che mat aku tdo dgn nyenyaknya..tanpa memikirkan org lain. (air liur meleleh pun pa aku kisah) aku rsa panas and sejuk..urgh..sumpah x slesa.
lunch time aku call mak sbb chestpain makin menjadi2,,
soalan first mak tnya "aik,frust ka?" haha..hell no lah..
mak ckp mcm 2 bru aku tringat.. i can't have too much pressure.. chest pain akn kembali lagi and lagi and lagi,
haihh..
then bgn tido,,..ruam naik di muka..
lpas mandi,,dia mula naik kt kaki and bdn.,.
gatai la bodohh!!

is it.. me?

by anis diyana ahmad on Tuesday, October 26, 2010

The female instinct is strong in you. A creative spirit, you have a penchant for the arts and love to express yourself in ways that make you stand out as an individual. To you, art in whatever form – writing, photography or music – is a way to escape the mundane life. Keep it up!

helo again

by anis diyana ahmad on Monday, October 25, 2010

i wish we can record every single moments of us together :)


do u still remember the promise?
i still hold that promise tight,
never gonna let it go,

p/s ; i want cute babies with u 8 years from now, :P






none

by anis diyana ahmad on Sunday, October 24, 2010

macamana kalau apa yang kita harapkan tak menjadi?

frust tak? tipu sangatlah kalau kalau jawapannya tak.
first answer will be "mestilahh!"
then manusia manusia akan fikir balik..
"urm,,takpalah.maybe next time"
"bukan rezeki aku kot"
"benda kecik ja,takkan nak frust?"
"redha ja lah..haih"
itu akan berpusing-pusing dalam otak manusia dan menyebabkan manusia berfikiran sedikit matang untuk kebaikan semua orang.

im gonna be just fine

by anis diyana ahmad on Saturday, October 23, 2010

waaa,,kna finish 5 drawing mlm nih..isnin mao submit..

festival wallpaper?urgghhh.
calendar?shooting tomorrow
creative studies? haihh..
english? gonna review it later.
logo?business card?
aaahhh!

start over

by anis diyana ahmad on Friday, October 22, 2010


now we gonna start from the beginning.
we talked after CG class. and we settled down.
u said we gonna start from the beginning.
i love yah..
u say u gonna take care of me,
u promise won't leave me.
i heart u dear.
i want u to remember this.
i dont care how huge our fight are, my love for u is still the same.
nothing change..
i hope this experience will make our relationship much more stronger.
i will erase any bad memories and
like u said,
we start from the beginning.
muahss.:)

our very first photo together,
[malu lah]

untitled

by anis diyana ahmad on Tuesday, October 19, 2010

what is my problem?

i also don't know.
thats why i can't answer that question
i feel so damn empty and i have no emotion at all.
just empty. heartless.
i'm sorry for hurting everyone that i love.
just sorry,
i don't know how to end this.
sorry.

what's RONK with me?

by anis diyana ahmad

i've been crying a lot lately,i just can't stand high tone of voices,i become more sensitive than ever,urghh,, thats not who i am, i keep asking myself.why?but,i have no answer. i've been dreaming weird stuff lately, and i keep sweating like hell when i wake up,urh..maybe the pressure to keep myself in stable position in this campus turn me into this. i think i'm not a creative person, i just someone who enter this university because i don't know where to go. i don't know what my future. i don't have any plan. my life is plan-less. i have one wish now,i need all the strength i can have, just walk through life and end my journey somewhere if god want me to end it there.

okay. malu part two

by anis diyana ahmad on Sunday, October 17, 2010

1. lpas 2 kitaorg pegi sg wang n jln2 n shopping2..jln2 rooftop ja..

2. pergh pnat ikt emil cri kdai present

3.aku sebut subway. "subbaway"

4.eat at food court kl sntral. and the person behide the counter pnya accent dsyat. mcm org puteh ckp mlayu

5. then beli paper smalam..budget 2011? i dont know anything about that..

6. i hate reading newspaper online. hilang feelnya lah

7. sial pnya mesin..so damn thirsty lahh

8. merajuk dlm erl. attention seeker la aku nih.:P thats how i "manja2" dgn azim.

9. azim tlg sorg uncle nih.he's blind. kecian dia.:(

okay. malu part one

by anis diyana ahmad on Saturday, October 16, 2010

today g kl dgn azim n emil. so we had a lot of memories..contohnya.
1. kununnya nak smpai putra sentral pkul 11..tpi dh pkul 11.20 x gerak2 lg..aiyak

2.okay..we had some issue on the bus..i tried to test him.and he passed the test..tapi aku kna blik..XD

3.arrived at kl sntral. meriahnya..nak deepavali

4. okay. smpai times square, azim ada appointment dgn apek kedai camera.

5. we jalan2 and jmpak some weird shop.

6. i seat on a speaker and kna marah..:)

7. ajim sakit perut

8. then g plaza pudu..beberapa kali sesat and jmpak mcm2 jenis org.. org frst yg kitaorg ialah akak kat information kaunter kt ts. dia sruh ikut pintu sblah cold storage..pergh..byk pntu akak..yg mna 1?

9.then tnya pak gad bangla..dia plak jwb ntah pa2.

10. then tnya rndom people yg dduk kt stu..diaorg jwb mcm nak x nak ja..haih..then dok argue sama sndiri psal jln nak g plaza pudu...

11. then tnya apek muda yg duduk kt tepi jln..dia kta "aa..aa..aa..aa.....xtau" lah..muka dia mcm tau jaa..XD

12.then datang la hero of the day..apek hensem yg "muda"..dia ckp.."mao pegi plaza pudu ka?tnya sama uncle lahh..lu belok kiri.lu jln-jln-jln..lu nmpak dia ada tulis besar2 plaza pudu.."tq uncle..finally...ada jgak org yg snggup tnjuk jln yg benar.

13.smpai plaza pudu..pergh..retro sial tmpat nih..

14. okay..memburu kedai camera.

15. jmpak dah..YL cmera services..org x putus dtg..smuanya muka2 retro..and bli lens yg beriban2 hrganya..aku n azim terlopong tgk...

16. kasut aku mcm sial.aku bli ksut 2 utk orientasi..nude ballet..aku rsa not my size.sbb ketat nak mmpos thap cipan.

17. dah jmpak apek kedai camera.dia nak camera azim.

hello my king.

by anis diyana ahmad

hello syg,,
well,i miss u a lot lah..ala.tau la everyday kita jmpa..but i dont know why. i can't stand for a minute without seeing your "comel" face.:) your smile really make me happy every single day,.i also remember the first time we met at the bus stop. i remember those smile. haaaaaaah..[berangan jap]

hell

by anis diyana ahmad on Friday, October 15, 2010

friday.
nothing to do....
just stuck in this room with my beloved labby.
aiyakk,,apa lgi.download movie la syg's smbil mkn bskut jacob black.XD
sumpah aku dah xtau nak bt apa lg..errrrrr..
soo lazy to get up from my bed....pagi tadi when cycling dgn azim. then pnat gila..msuk blik krooh smpai pkul 3.30 mak call and kejutkan saya dgn bnda yg paling lawak and at the same time scary...errhh,.cannot type it here because i gonna care about other's feeling and sensitivity.kuang3~~.XD

3

by anis diyana ahmad on Thursday, October 14, 2010

ookayyy..kna setup 3 blog lgi
1 for CG group,
1 for CG tutorial
and 1 for creative studies..
urmm..at least aku ska jgak blogging~finally something i love to do..i love u blogger!!muahss!
:D

love

by anis diyana ahmad

i tell u everything, and u know me inside out.. and i hope u can be with me until the end. soulmate.;)


u are my life now. remember this one? me and u with our short hair.i love u raja azim.

by anis diyana ahmad on Monday, October 11, 2010

saja lah nak try tumblr.
ngeee..
veryanisahmad.tumblr.com.
but my blogger active jgak lah.
i love my blogger lahh.
:)

by anis diyana ahmad on Sunday, October 10, 2010

HEARTBREAK WARFARE. LOVE

work

by anis diyana ahmad

i wanna buy a new dslr. but xnak menyusahkan parent.urm.. i thought about work at alam. is it a good idea. and studies? byk kn student keja smbil belajar. and mesti puas hati bila dah bli dslr guna duit titik peluh sendiri.urm.how?

urh

by anis diyana ahmad on Saturday, October 9, 2010

pagi tadi i send him to putra sentral,si king nak balik hometown because his ibu birthday is tomorrow. u will be back tomorrow.*i hope so*

yesterday 8.10.10 me,him,aza n ecah went to sunway, aza nak beli present for her bf. then i dont know what to buy for azim's mom on her bday. so i suggest we went to ikea and look for something there. kitaorg pegi foodcourt ikea dlu and ecah suggest we ate the meatballs. so i followed her..
urrgghh..i was struggled to finish the meatballs..meatball 2 sedap but byk sgt..aiyaaak..

camwhoring

by anis diyana ahmad on Wednesday, October 6, 2010








love yah..muahs

u hold me

by anis diyana ahmad on Saturday, October 2, 2010


here we are,act a a bunch of crazies at the park after the rain..i just upload 1 photo because the others was so weird,i mean my spontaneous face.not yours.;)

i love u tau. its been 3 months and 1 week when i wrote this but i feel like we been together forever. i love to spend my whole life with u. no matter what happen. no matter how huge our fight and how heavy the test given by Him in our relationship. i will hold u for eternity. never gonna let u go. u dont have to worry. this is different, our relationship is different. is a good way of course.

the pending's trip

by anis diyana ahmad on Friday, October 1, 2010

25 sept 2010 = melaka trip
BEST MEMORIES AT MELAKA
1. azim point the wrong bus 4 times and MALU!
2.in the bus,, we were taking pictures
3. i fell asleep on your arm.
4. we arrived and oh melaka sentral was huge
5. and then we took a VERY VINTAGE bus to the town
6. asam pedas restaurant and dilla bf bought the big UDANG GALAH for rm18..ohh my
7. meet your parent
8. the receptionist were lost when we asked where our room is.
9. check in and rest and girls talk.
10. mahkota parade, dataran pahlawan, a famosa, Stadhuys, jonker.
11. the word u said at the bridge <3>
12. we start to scream at the people who on the river cruise
13. watching uncle kung fu make a hole on a coconut with his bare finger eeerr
14.3D movie
15. we were trap at the apartment because we dont know the door was jammed