bkn niatku utk kianati mu.tpi nk bt cmna, dia dah menarik perhatianku,aku pun pening dah,
ouhhh..very tired lah.
haih..pali called.i silent the phone,so i didn't answer his call.i called him back,i said "hello?"and he said "hello?hello?hello?"and i said again "hello haaa..awt?"and he said "ganas cket la"i said "ganas pa?"his answer " suara he said my voice was different,okay..sory.i was so sick ,i can't pretend anymore lah..tired already.even my good friend can't recognize my voice.different??i didn't know until he told me.maybe we didn't talked for so long,maybe didn't remember my voice.
ohhh..
i believe we can go through all the test.
i was sitting alone at hb3 while waiting for u,
our first post in facebook. remember that syg?:)
i'm so sorry dear,
rindu mak,ayah,adik2..
i never been in this condition..
i miss my friends back in school.
everytime we separate even for half a day.
errhh.sumpah x than klu tiap2 malam mcm nih..
this week sangat2 loowww, ntah knapa,pnyakit dtg bertalu2,..pergh..mcm peluru pun ada..
The female instinct is strong in you. A creative spirit, you have a penchant for the arts and love to express yourself in ways that make you stand out as an individual. To you, art in whatever form – writing, photography or music – is a way to escape the mundane life. Keep it up!
macamana kalau apa yang kita harapkan tak menjadi?
waaa,,kna finish 5 drawing mlm nih..isnin mao submit..
what is my problem?
i've been crying a lot lately,i just can't stand high tone of voices,i become more sensitive than ever,urghh,, thats not who i am, i keep asking myself.why?but,i have no answer. i've been dreaming weird stuff lately, and i keep sweating like hell when i wake up,urh..maybe the pressure to keep myself in stable position in this campus turn me into this. i think i'm not a creative person, i just someone who enter this university because i don't know where to go. i don't know what my future. i don't have any plan. my life is plan-less. i have one wish now,i need all the strength i can have, just walk through life and end my journey somewhere if god want me to end it there.
1. lpas 2 kitaorg pegi sg wang n jln2 n shopping2..jln2 rooftop ja..
2. pergh pnat ikt emil cri kdai present
3.aku sebut subway. "subbaway"
4.eat at food court kl sntral. and the person behide the counter pnya accent dsyat. mcm org puteh ckp mlayu
5. then beli paper smalam..budget 2011? i dont know anything about that..
6. i hate reading newspaper online. hilang feelnya lah
7. sial pnya mesin..so damn thirsty lahh
8. merajuk dlm erl. attention seeker la aku nih.:P thats how i "manja2" dgn azim.
9. azim tlg sorg uncle nih.he's blind. kecian dia.:(
today g kl dgn azim n emil. so we had a lot of memories..contohnya.
1. kununnya nak smpai putra sentral pkul 11..tpi dh pkul 11.20 x gerak2 lg..aiyak
2.okay..we had some issue on the bus..i tried to test him.and he passed the test..tapi aku kna blik..XD
3.arrived at kl sntral. meriahnya..nak deepavali
4. okay. smpai times square, azim ada appointment dgn apek kedai camera.
5. we jalan2 and jmpak some weird shop.
6. i seat on a speaker and kna marah..:)
7. ajim sakit perut
8. then g plaza pudu..beberapa kali sesat and jmpak mcm2 jenis org.. org frst yg kitaorg ialah akak kat information kaunter kt ts. dia sruh ikut pintu sblah cold storage..pergh..byk pntu akak..yg mna 1?
9.then tnya pak gad bangla..dia plak jwb ntah pa2.
10. then tnya rndom people yg dduk kt stu..diaorg jwb mcm nak x nak ja..haih..then dok argue sama sndiri psal jln nak g plaza pudu...
11. then tnya apek muda yg duduk kt tepi jln..dia kta "aa..aa..aa..aa.....xtau" lah..muka dia mcm tau jaa..XD
12.then datang la hero of the day..apek hensem yg "muda"..dia ckp.."mao pegi plaza pudu ka?tnya sama uncle lahh..lu belok kiri.lu jln-jln-jln..lu nmpak dia ada tulis besar2 plaza pudu.."tq uncle..finally...ada jgak org yg snggup tnjuk jln yg benar.
13.smpai plaza pudu..pergh..retro sial tmpat nih..
14. okay..memburu kedai camera.
15. jmpak dah..YL cmera services..org x putus dtg..smuanya muka2 retro..and bli lens yg beriban2 hrganya..aku n azim terlopong tgk...
16. kasut aku mcm sial.aku bli ksut 2 utk orientasi..nude ballet..aku rsa not my size.sbb ketat nak mmpos thap cipan.
17. dah jmpak apek kedai camera.dia nak camera azim.
hello syg,,
well,i miss u a lot lah..ala.tau la everyday kita jmpa..but i dont know why. i can't stand for a minute without seeing your "comel" face.:) your smile really make me happy every single day,.i also remember the first time we met at the bus stop. i remember those smile. haaaaaaah..[berangan jap]
friday.
nothing to do....
just stuck in this room with my beloved labby.
aiyakk,,apa lgi.download movie la syg's smbil mkn bskut jacob black.XD
sumpah aku dah xtau nak bt apa lg..errrrrr..
soo lazy to get up from my bed....pagi tadi when cycling dgn azim. then pnat gila..msuk blik krooh smpai pkul 3.30 mak call and kejutkan saya dgn bnda yg paling lawak and at the same time scary...errhh,.cannot type it here because i gonna care about other's feeling and sensitivity.kuang3~~.XD
ookayyy..kna setup 3 blog lgi
1 for CG group,
1 for CG tutorial
and 1 for creative studies..
urmm..at least aku ska jgak blogging~finally something i love to do..i love u blogger!!muahss!
:D
i tell u everything, and u know me inside out.. and i hope u can be with me until the end. soulmate.;)
u are my life now. remember this one? me and u with our short hair.i love u raja azim.
i wanna buy a new dslr. but xnak menyusahkan parent.urm.. i thought about work at alam. is it a good idea. and studies? byk kn student keja smbil belajar. and mesti puas hati bila dah bli dslr guna duit titik peluh sendiri.urm.how?
pagi tadi i send him to putra sentral,si king nak balik hometown because his ibu birthday is tomorrow. u will be back tomorrow.*i hope so*
here we are,act a a bunch of crazies at the park after the rain..i just upload 1 photo because the others was so weird,i mean my spontaneous face.not yours.;)
You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts
I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes
But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes
This is what I thought about:
And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it
raya mood. baju raya sudah siap. blue color. i choose to wear cotton this year. simple lah..:D at this moment i wait for my painting to dry so that i can finish it with pencil color. so i blogging to "kill some time" i miss my king. urh,,cant wait to see u tomorrow.wanna hug u so badly. :'( i miss danny also and my family. cant wait to go back home day after tomorrow. no place like home. my home is a war zone. between me n danny..act everywhere we go.that place is a war zone. ngee..i love to "cari pasal" with him. its fun.. yeah..it use to be mimi who i "cari pasal" with.now she to big to fight with.;P
damn i miss u,yeah..,i can't stand this,i know i can't survive this.i don't know what to do now, i just DONT KNOW what to do. im done.ilysm
by anis diyana ahmad on Friday, September 3, 2010
dah hampir2 3 bulan aku di mmu ni kn..
thank you syg for the advice u gave me,
at this point, i just don't know how to explain, i just love u too much, i never been like this before. i just sooo "angau" to u, i don't know how u feel bout me. sayang, i'm so sorry, i hurt u a lot, i know. i just keep it in my mind because i was so ego. all i want is attention from u because my whole life i was paying attention to another, no one ever pay attention to me. sayang, i know i was too greedy. i never wanna be apart from u, i can't be far from u, because i will start to miss u, and i feel empty. do u remember in the bus on the way to KL yesterday, we were separated by someone because she was standing between us? we were just inches away. and i can't see your face. i started to miss u a lot, then u text me. i was smiling like there is not tomorrow. :) sayang, i love you so much. i cry easily now, i become more sensitive than ever. and i dont know why. maybe because of you i become more emotional now??when problem comes, u were there to support me, help me through it. i love u sayang. when u ask me why i was"angau" to u. i can't answer it, i swear.i dont know the answer 4 that question, all i know is,. i love u too much, and u'll always be my king.MY KING and i love u for eternity.
wahhh~
