haih..pali called.i silent the phone,so i didn't answer his call.i called him back,i said "hello?"and he said "hello?hello?hello?"and i said again "hello haaa..awt?"and he said "ganas cket la"i said "ganas pa?"his answer " suara he said my voice was different,okay..sory.i was so sick ,i can't pretend anymore lah..tired already.even my good friend can't recognize my voice.different??i didn't know until he told me.maybe we didn't talked for so long,maybe didn't remember my voice.
ohhh..
i been sicks for weeks now..
it start with light fever.
and then getting worst.
i went and see the mmu clinic's doctor and he can't detect anything.
my temperature was ok and just 36.4 i guess
just my throat was a lil red. i was guess i drink from the water filter.
i realize that the color of water from the filter quite yellow but i ignore it.
he gave me some medication,
antibiotic,paracetamol aka panadol, and some cough syrup,some medicine for my throat.
he also told me to came to the clinic the next day to do some blood test, he suspected me maybe i had dengue fever.but i didn't show up because i feel better the next day.
i believe we can go through all the test.
i believe we can last forever
i believe we have future together
i believe we can have cute children together
i believe we were meant to be
i believe your mine and i'm yours
i believe we can survive all the pain
i believe we can be happy
i believe we can be plan our life for the next 50 years
i believe we will have grandchildren to play with
i believe u can guide me through the right road
i believe we can sit down at our own front yard
i believe we can build our own dream home.
and the end, we will smile to each other love each other deeply
i been home for two days already. and i see a lot of change since the past month. my dad quit smoking,lets hope this one last longer because the last time he quit it last for 3 or 4 days i guess. fingers crossed!!!
and danny grown bigger, and talks a lot! and he start to speak english, sometime i even don't understand what the hell he's talking about.
the day i came back home, my mom cook my favourite laksa.yum!!
in my heart, i missing someone, i miss him like crazy now, i getting sick because i miss him too much, i'm sorry azim, i love u like hell lah!!!:) i miss your smile,your hyper"ness", your laugh, and your jokes,and all about you, i miss u.:) i can't wait to see you!another week or so sayang. i try to be patient. i try..
i miss that smile. i wanna see your face ;'(
i love you tau,
only Allah can separate us now.
i was sitting alone at hb3 while waiting for u,
i was thinking..how im gonna survive without u
then u came,
just for 5 minutes,
i think less than 5 minutes,
with the box in your hand,
rushing because your parent was waiting,
i was having lunch alone,
it was sad,
really,
i never have my lunch alone
without anyone.
it was empty..
another 9 or 10 days syg
i really hate this feeling
i really2 miss my family
now im gonna go back home and meet them
but in my heart i miss u like crazy,
9 or 10 days more
our first post in facebook. remember that syg?:)
just click the image to see it clearer.
i'm so sorry dear,
i just can't.
i can't.
i'm sorry
it's been a rough weeks.
my brain and heart just can't think properly.
i just can't.
i just want u in my life,
every second of it,
but, u know reason i already gave u right?
i'm sorry again.
just don't know what else to say.
rindu mak,ayah,adik2..
i cried in front of him sebab rindu terlampau kt family aku..
i miss them tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much..
way tooooo much,
dah sbln lbih x jmpak..
anak manja ka saya?
x lah.
just miss my own family..
danny! akak bwk blik ultraman nnt!
:D
i miss u.. :'(
i never been in this condition..
W-E-A-K
i tried to be strong.
but at the end.
i can't stand anymore.
i had nightmares.almost every night.
when i woke up.
i slapped my own face because i wanna know those dream are real or just a dream.
thnks azim
for always be my side,
sorry tau
u stress sbb i,
buat u risau dgn ksihatan i,
im getting better,
i think lah
i miss my friends back in school.
we use 2 lepak2 kat hujung klas aka kat meja joyah smbil gelak kutawa.
camwhoring together..tgk sara menari2 lagu korea. dia 2 korea freak.
then aku dgn sooria gaduh sbb nak berebut sara.
aku duduk antara dia dgn sara.bila dia nak kacau sara aku x bg..:P
bercerita bagai nak rak dgn mat n gaduh dgn man..
mat wax kaki dia sndiri masa senoi duk mengajaq kat dpn..
tiba2 dia menjerit mcm pmpuan..haha
lepak kat pintu belakang smbil kacau "si katak" yg minat kat amri..
amri kununnya mamat pling hensem dlm klas..haha
pengawas dlm klas smpai 13 org..
tpi bising mcm xdak pngawas lngsung.
sbnaqnya pengwas la kepala bising. :P
tiba2 jat msuk klas n lepak dgn kitaorg.
dia ckp kitorg terbaik and terbest bila bab lepak2 nih..
thnks jat.:)
bila time nak study dlm klas..aku slalu p kat meja joyah..
study la dlm 10 min..
tba2 kluaq topik,
mula la bergosip.
study ntah ke mana~~:P
everytime we separate even for half a day.
when i see your face again that morning,
i will always say "awt muka u lain?"
with my loghat kedah..XP
i love u syg..i always do
please don't keep any secret from me tau,
i wanna know u.
i wanna know the real u azim. ;)
errhh.sumpah x than klu tiap2 malam mcm nih..
panas sejuk panas sejuk.
erghh...
i wish i can hug someone now,
T.T
i so cold
.seriusly..
nak makn bihun pama lah..
panas2 mcm 2 best wohh
im not in a good condition now,
worst i guess.
hmmmmmmmh
