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by anis diyana ahmad on Monday, August 30, 2010

thank you syg for the advice u gave me,

my mom always said i'm a very2 stubborn little girl,
im good in many ways, but i was so stubborn from the day i was born.
i mean before i was born
my mom said that she suppose to gave birth to me 2 days before 9 jan,
but the doctor said i dont wanna came out from her womb,
she waited at the hospital but i still don't wanna come out,
stubborn rite?
haha
i am stubborn
i need time to change that
please be patient sayang
Insyallah
some day i will change it,
just give me time.

thanks for the charm gave me,
on the bracelet have a few charm that u said it represent me,
I LOVE IT
THANKS SAYANG

i love u sayang.
i love u sayang


i just love u,
thank you again sayang.

we have like 50 years of life together,
i hope,
we gonna be happy like this every single day

i love you sayang
word can't describe how much i love u
i love u
i love u
what more??
i love u

i love the way u touch my cheek
the way you touch my hand,
the way u hug me,,
i feel safe in u,

one thing i was imagine since i was small,
i wanna dance with my prince in the rain
i wish i can do that with u someday
i wish.

sorry

by anis diyana ahmad on Monday, August 23, 2010

at this point, i just don't know how to explain, i just love u too much, i never been like this before. i just sooo "angau" to u, i don't know how u feel bout me. sayang, i'm so sorry, i hurt u a lot, i know. i just keep it in my mind because i was so ego. all i want is attention from u because my whole life i was paying attention to another, no one ever pay attention to me. sayang, i know i was too greedy. i never wanna be apart from u, i can't be far from u, because i will start to miss u, and i feel empty. do u remember in the bus on the way to KL yesterday, we were separated by someone because she was standing between us? we were just inches away. and i can't see your face. i started to miss u a lot, then u text me. i was smiling like there is not tomorrow. :) sayang, i love you so much. i cry easily now, i become more sensitive than ever. and i dont know why. maybe because of you i become more emotional now??when problem comes, u were there to support me, help me through it. i love u sayang. when u ask me why i was"angau" to u. i can't answer it, i swear.i dont know the answer 4 that question, all i know is,. i love u too much, and u'll always be my king.MY KING and i love u for eternity.

i love u,, :)

i dont know how to explain it

by anis diyana ahmad on Thursday, August 19, 2010

24 jun 2010
i will remember it forever.
when i wrote this,
its been 1 month 3 weeks & 5 days we been together.
but i feel like we already been together for years and years.
too much memories to remember. :)
i love you sayang,

i keep thinking how i can express my feeling to you.
because i was "malu-malu kucing" when u in front of me.
then i remember!
i love to write,
so i start to wrote some quotes for you in my journal
which i already read it to you,
then u said.
"why don't u post it in your blog?"
i was like,,
"urm..good idea.."
but i keep it in my mind first.
until 2 days ago
i wrote u a post.
it was spontaneous
no draft,i just wrote what came from my mind.
i didn't realize tears drop from my eyes when i wrote that post,
u make a huge impact in my life.
seriously. you are.


i love you sayang.:)
u said it every single minute when we together,
at first,
i was feeling awkward
then i realize,
i am lucky to have you,
i am stupid if i let u go.
this is how i explain to you how much i heart u sayang. :)

anis diyana ahmad. :)




this is my proof.:)

by anis diyana ahmad on Tuesday, August 17, 2010


it's time to tell the story about the king in my heart,
he's the second male that blown me away
after danny. ;)
i love him more and more and more every single day
and only god knows how deep it is.

i'm complicated. even me myself can't understand myself.
but he said he will try to understand.
and make me happy :)

the way he look me at me.
it was so intense.
sometime i feel like he try to shoot me with his eyes.

we just been together,
but we have timeless memories.
each day we keep remind each other
how happy we are.
and how precious those memories are.

we meet on a bus.
on our way to back to our hometown
he's on the south.
i'm on the north.
opposite do attract us.

when we meet,
it was so hard to leave.
its like we been glued together.

he found the inner me.
that has been stuck inside for years and years.
the one that i tried to find but never found it.

his the one i wanna spend my whole life with
i will never ever regret my decision to be with him.
i love you sayang

oohh,and before i forgot
his name is
RAJA ABDUL AZIM
:)
totally from my heart,
anis diyana ahmad.

selamat berpuasa

by anis diyana ahmad on Wednesday, August 11, 2010

wahhh~

dah bulan puasa lahhh.
mak aihh,,
cpat siot!
dah 2..
ni frst time i puasa kt mmu
without family..
uhuk~sdih lahh,,
teringat danny,,
;'(

xpa lahh,,
bsok [12.8.10]
aku blik maaaa,,
rindu sp kot,,
nak makan gila2 pnya aa.
nak ikan pekasam + nsik putih panas..
perghhh.
TERBAIK!!