haiyaa,,...,just wanna release something from my chest,..
well,,.i have something from some1 that i kept for more than 2 years
i had this thing on my 16th bday,..
when i had that thing,,
i didn't appreciate it because i'm stupid,..haha
and now,,after 2 years.. i think i decide to throw it away,..
i think it had no value for tut~~ n for me anymore,.
yeahh,..maybe i was the one who didn't think like a human at that time..
and now its toooo late to regret bout it,,
past is past ma,..
i open my old wallet almost 5 or 6 months ago
i thought i already throw it a long time ago,,.
and i kept thought bout it,.
until my ex cant stand me for kept being moody or angry when im around him..
but i didn't tell him la,,.r u crazy??XD
haha

td dlm keta,,.dok sembang ngn mak time ondaway blek umah,,

we talk bout wan,,
my grandpa.
BELOVED grandpa,,hurm,,,
i miss him alot..
lma dh x smbang psai dia,,'
tba2 ja,,
after 11 years,i still cry if we talk bout him.,
i miss him,..
dia la yg ajaq aku msuk2 bendang,men lumpoq,,pnjat pokok n everything
althought memory aku x byk ngn dia,,
tpi he make an impact in my life,,
time aku kecik2..aku ngn kak nad la dok men kt kebun,,XD
tngkap kelawaq,,
mancing ikan,,
dh lma aku x msuk kebun wan,.
almost 11 years,,
aku just tgk dr jauh ja,,
skrang dh xterurus dh kebun 2,,

haiyaa,.
nk plih u pn rsa cm kompius cket.
ipta @ ipts?
kezen2 aku yg great2 smua dok ipts,,
dlm otak aku ada 3 ipts.
mmu,lkw n taylor
lkw mahal tpi sjil dia laku gila
mmu blh thn la,,
taylor plak atas cdangan kwn mak nih..dia 2 doc n ank dia bljaq sna,,amik A-level..
pndai xpa a..
klu ikt hati aku,,aku nk amik seni kulinari ja,,
sbb masak2 nih feveret aku,,
secondly aku mnat pa2 yg kaitan ngn techology
tringin nk amik biotech
tpi 2 a..rsult xelok,,
T.T
klu x aku dh lpas p usa..
XD
haiyaa
then aku mnat keja2 blkang tabir bt film
cntoh cm video editing,scriptwriting,,etc,,
tgk la mcmna~~
dpt yg tbaik p ja la,,
xkira ipts @ ipta..

bosan a..,.tba2 tdetik nk post binatang nih,,,XP
family aku..

bpkku..incik ahmad
makku..pn zaiton
adk2 aku..mimi n danny
akakku..kak nad sygnnya dia xdak dlm pic nih,,dia x join vaca ari 2..
makndak,pakndak,iman n amirul,,..my second family...muahhxx
my beloved kezen yg mnyakitkn ati,..famy ismail.haha..he's born 2 days before me in the same hospital.
my gals.<3 them freakin2 muchh..!XD
bunkyows..my beloved friends,!!<3 u all!!jgn la lost contact..

sriusly,,lgu ni kasi smngat kt aku..


celine dion-taking chances

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
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When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

haiyaa,,
aku pn xtau dh nk kta pa..
aku try pkq sepositif mungkin
tpi 2 la..
aku dpt agak dh,
aku nk kuciwakn family aku..
first child trok cmni.
smlm sblum tdq mak ada kta
"tau x pa punca anis jd cm ni?"
aku pn jwb ntah la mak,,derhaka kot?
mak aku jwb "tak lah,,angau a 2.."
aku pn terdiam sat,
frst aku pkq bkn kot,,
then bla dok lma2,,
blh jd jgk,,
myb aku xpndai nk susun waktu @ watever,,
ada plak pelbagai krisis kwn2 yg nyebabkn aku pkq x abeh,.
mak lonk pn pnah kta aku ni ska pkq org len sgt,,
diri sndiri xpkq,,
nk bt cmna~
otak aku dh set cm 2..
nseb bek la mak phm,,
dia pn kta org klu skrang jtuh xsmstinya smpai bla2 dia akn jtuh,,
idup ni cm roda,,
alhamdulillah aku ada parent yg phm,
tpi aku tau
jauh2 dlm ati depa,,
depa kecewa,,


pa yg aku trget skurang2nya dpt jgk,,
ckup syarat nk msuk U tpi course yg aku nk xdpt jgk
bye civil & biotech!
huhu..

bsok rsult kluaq..muahaha,,.
sriusly aku dh hmpir mereng sbb x tentu arah,,
XD
MAK AIHHH!
aku xpnah rsa cm ni wooo
time pmr dlu blh thn g,,
time upsr aku x amik tros,,wahahaha
0.o
hope2 usaha kmi smua berbaloi la,,..
AMIN,,
we still have a long journey ahead us,,!

haiyaaa,..
rsult mao kluaq khamis ni ma,,
aku xtkejut klu rsult aku trok sbb aku dh set dh,,aku xblh dpt elok,,
wlaupn dh usaha,
tpi rsa cm x ckup ja,,
hurmm,..
pa2 pn aku redha ja la,,wlaupn tpksa kuciwakn parent n family aku,,
its kinda stressful becoz im the first child in this family,,
aku tau depa byk hrpkn aku..
huhu..

n now something happen inside me,,
i really dont know wht is tht,,
agak kuliru la,,
aku pn cm penin cket,,
wat 2 do now?
pa2 pn skrang main fokus is RESULT!

alahai..~
why cant i have u beb.,
haiyaa,,

aku ska tgk love story n dream bout it,,
mang a bnda 2 xkn jd realiti,,
i love 2 live in fantasy,,
why can i had a great love story,?
malang bnor aku ni?

shut up is the best solution,.ayat baru,,XD
bila ckp byk jd fitnah,.
2 la mslahnya mnusia zaman nih.,
dh dgq dri byk pihak dh,..
so,.diam ja la..
nk kta pa g,.
lopakn kisah lama,,
haha,,